Connecting...

So as many of you know, I am in the thick of support raising for the campus ministry God has invited me into. And...

I can tell that I am changing, internally, and deep to the core. It is kind of like I'm walking in air and God is raising up my feet. It is scary, thrilling, and absolutely necessary for me to focus on Him or I will slip. Support raising for ministry is not an easy thing but it is proving to be a life changing, powerful, experience. Something really trying can also be an absolute treasure.

I need prayer right now, as I am battling discouragement and loneliness. I know in my heart and the depths of my mind that I am neither defeated nor am I alone but it seems that lately I really need to be reminded. I've been trying to connect with a peer group here in the city and would like for God to raise up people around me who want to be with me and with whom I can share joy. I don't want to work all the time, or even think about work all the time, and need some friends who will love me and laugh with me.

I need more laughter, I think the whole world needs more laughter.